this nyt suckz!!! i just hate it because everything is so unfair while i tried so hard to be fair to everybody specially when it comes to him and our relationship! and the sad part of it is that i'm getting so tired of it!!! i mean it's so unfair!!! why can't i add my FRIENDS?? while HE can add ANYONE on his list it's so damn unfair!!! it's my friends!! no one can tell me who should i be friends with, i want to choose my friends!!!! i've known them since elemantary and highschool days, and then with just one incident he'll prevent me or rather stop me for being friends with them...i hate it... i really hate it!! ginagawa ko naman ang lahat para maging maayos kami, sinusunod ko naman sya ah... sa mga inuutos nya pero sobra na syang mag set ng rules!!!! super napapagod na talaga me... sobrang nasasakal na ko!!! parang sa relationship na to sya lang ang masusunod at wal ng iba... sobrang di na ko makahinga... nasasaktan na rin ako PHYSICALLY and EMOTIONALLY... yah i know nagbago na sya... naging matino sya di na sya nag cheat, ayun lng... yung temper nya ganon pa rin... di na nya ko nirerespeto pag galit sya... gusto nya laging SYA LANG. wla syang respeto, sobrang nag titiis lang ako, kasi super love ko sya, pero ayoko namang dumating ang point na mawalan na ko ng respeto sa knya at yung love na nafefeel ko eh mapalitan na2man ng hate tulad ng dati....
pag sinasabi ko sa knya to wala syang ibang cnasabi kung di " e di mawalan ka ng respeto, cge. pake ko ba" pinagmumuka nya kong gago!!! gustong-gusto nyang gawin yun di ko alam kung bakit, gustong-gusto nyang pinahihiya ako sa ibang tao... sobrang ewan na talaga and i really hate the way he treats me...
ngayong nyt bahala na kasi ayaw ko na talaga
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