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>>• I ♥ You•<<
{♥}its never too late

역사에 남기십시요 ♥
We were once the best of friends,
hanging out everyday,
but then you found new friends,
and the fun times went away,
i know i can't be angry,
because it's my fault too,
but you made me smile,
i loved every minute with you,
hugged me first new years eve,
never once made me cry,
and now that you found other people,
i guess this is goodbye,
I smile when i think of the secrets,
knowing the other would never tell,
i remember you cheering me up when i cried,
or hugging me when i didn't feel well,
you were my bestest friend,
i will hold on to the memories,
till the very end.

© Kyuusho

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006♥
Too many lies... @ 9:27 PM

I've learned a couple of facts that belonged to our past a few hours ago and it's not that good hearing those things. I was hurt and I don't if it is mine or his fault why I'm still feeling those. The reason was really a shallow thing, it's a song, a song that I once treasured and hated. I once treasured it because before he told me it was his song to ME so when we broke up I loathed it! Every lines from that song he told me that he offered it to me and sometimes he even sings it when were together and stuff. But then this afternoon I learned that it wasn't mine, that it belongs to her. I was hurt when I heard that, that even that song was a lie, even that don't belonged to me that time. He said that's when the time they got back together again but it was released a week after I said yes to him...

maybe that was my fault, I kept on claiming things even if it doesn't belong to me, I keep on taking stuff that was originally from her. I really taught it was mine because I believed everything he told me before, as in everything and maybe those are some reasons why I'm hurting. But what really hit me was when he denied that it was mine and it was really from her. The expressions on his face pointing that the song was for her, and it wasn't for me.., that really hurt so bad! I could see his face especially his eyes, it was telling and showing a lot of things... And that's time time when I realized and said to myself, "you're right it was for her, in the past there were only you and her", I on the other hand was on the other side contented with those false affection that you have given me...

during those times when were still separated, I sometimes found myself self wondering what you guys doing, I wonder if your doing to me the things that you have done with her and it hurts to think those things....

when we was in line I see your eyes and it do show a lot of things, one thing that I saw was you are missing her and you even wonder what she's doing now, even if you deny it I did saw it from your eyes, maybe I just can't take her away from you huh?! It sad you know...


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