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{♥}its never too late

역사에 남기십시요 ♥
We were once the best of friends,
hanging out everyday,
but then you found new friends,
and the fun times went away,
i know i can't be angry,
because it's my fault too,
but you made me smile,
i loved every minute with you,
hugged me first new years eve,
never once made me cry,
and now that you found other people,
i guess this is goodbye,
I smile when i think of the secrets,
knowing the other would never tell,
i remember you cheering me up when i cried,
or hugging me when i didn't feel well,
you were my bestest friend,
i will hold on to the memories,
till the very end.

© Kyuusho

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Thursday, March 16, 2006♥
fading away... @ 8:20 PM

i'm fading, falling further away, the pain is killing me... he left me hanging again, he left me with the word that is uncertain... i texted him but no reply, he's ignoring me again, the way he used to do whenever we fight... i don't know if this is already reality... i'm not sure... i don't want to believe that this is the end but it seems like it's coming.

i need a word from him, i need to hear it from him, i don't know what he really meant when he said that. i want to hear it from him, hear him say "it's over" if that's what he mean when he texted me a couple of hours ago... i don't wanna let go until i hear him say that i'll wait for his reply... i'll wait until there's nothing left to wait for...

i'm hurting so bad right now and i so want to cry but i'll try not to, i will try to be strong for myself... if ever that this is the end for us i'll accept and let him go without any anger in my heart...

maybe i really deserve this, i always failed whenever he asked me to do something for him but then all i can say is i'm not perfect but then i really do love you... i'm stupid i know but i do love you... i don't wanna lose you again...

when you were back in my life for the third time i was afraid to fully accept you again coz i told myself that when i lose you i don't know if i'm still gonna breathe when you said your goodbyes, but the you whisper in my hear asking me not to leave you, i was glad... but why is this happening to us?? can we just talk about this and try to fix things up??

can you feel my pain? do you remember when you said you would never leave me? can't you see that i'm hurting? i've done so many things that causes you pain and i'm sorry for all those, but if ever goodbye is what you really mean from those words you sent me then can you please pretend for one night that were okay, so that when i wake up the next morning i will still have some hope to go on and carry on...

right now i'm still waiting for your reply... still waiting for the exact meaning of those words, i don;t wanna lose you again but if ever you really wanna leave can you do it slowly?? just enough for me to go on...

i'll wait for you, i love you so much ='(


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